Pain Addiction

"sympaths cry red"
once upon a time there was a little girl who fell for a wolf in the lamb's skin.
then she fell for the evil soldier in the elf's skin.
then she found a white winged angel that was righteous, and sweet, and caring, and everything good.
but she was so used to the suffering that she couldnt live without it.
and now she thinks of hurting him just so that it will hurt her more. By arguing on purpose. By acting coldly.
just so that it will hurt her more.
funny isnt it?

random

that's when she said:

I don't hate you boy, I just wanna save you while there's something left to save

that's when he said:

I love you girl, but I'm not the answer for the questions you still have...