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Can't breathe....Why?
Tears. Of happiness. What is this? Is it real?
You made me feel acepted. Hell, you made me feel.
I was so numb to life, so tainted, so scarred by all the wounds of past...
I was dead, asleep.
And now here you are, with your sweet smile, your understanding voice.
My heart beats, it feels, it....isnt bleeding anymore.
God, is this real? Somehow...I'm not alone.
And after all the time of mistrust and lies, I find one to whom I don't need to hold anything back.
Armor down, defences down, lies revealed in truth, darkness turned into light.
Who are you? How did you do it?
I can suddenly look at the sky and see it bright again, I can believe....anything is beautiful.
I can believe you. I'm in love with you.

A new hope

"I won't let you fall" he said, and that's how it all began.

Fuckin Suicidals...

Damn damn damn, hate you all!!
Selfish, cowards, weaklings. Taking the easy way out, hurting everyone else.
Has it ever ocurred to you that you're hurting others? Selfish jerks.

"because i'm so worthless and i'm not good for anything and all i do is hurt others....." seriously???
JOIN THE CLUB!
How many times have I thought of doing it myself? close my eyes and go away, never to wake up again? I  did think about it, I still do sometimes.
but bitch please, I'm not that selfish, to the point of leaving alone those who need me, disapoint those who like me, hurt those who care, not weak to the point of giving up this fight, not dumb to the point of pleasuring my enemies so much. So yeah, think about it.
damn it, so damn tired of being everyone's mother, taking care of everyone and still manage to fight for myself in the meantime. Why can't you people grow some balls and take care of yourselves once in a while? My shoulders hurt from the weight of this responsability, are you seriously complaining that I wont carry everyone forever? god...someone...
shoot me.