Random

I really do miss the time when the things that I wrote were beautiful to read...
I miss being able to translate all my feelings into a simple bunch of words or random drawings....
now i just tire myself out to say:
1% feelings
99 useless words
now I just tire myself out to draw:
100% beautiful persons
0 emotional flow...
The boredom of routine is gettin to me...and a way out is needed...
but how?