Robotized

What is the single word that could fix everything? I don't know. Does anyone?

"My eyes are hollow like my soul" random sentence from a well-known song.
"Please proceed into android Hell!" wtf?
listening to robotized music now. nothing makes me feel anymore. why? idk.
I don't know why I'm writing. Or do I? I write because I feel like it.

"are you sad?" should I? I don't really feel anything...I'm not sad, I'm not happy, I'm not...alive?
I'm robotized I guess. It would be so perfect...in other situation? wouldnt it?

Songs in my mind right now- Still Alive (portal)
                                          - The device has been modified (portal)
                                          -creepy doll (jonhatan coulton)
                                          -we ran out of CD space (psychostick)
                                          -I wish   (skazi)
                                          -vodka (korpiklani)
   

I feel like cake. but there's no cake. There should be cake. Chocolate cake. Chocolate is good. But as we all know, the cake is nothing more than a big fat lie.
I don't even make sense. Goodbye.